Kiulu.

The Sulap and the retards.

View from the Sulap.

The view from top of the hill.

Kiulu stream.

Great escape. You never gonna find this in any place, especially Shah Alam.

It keep coming.

When I start to convince myself that 2009 is my best year ever, the bad thing keep coming made the statement change. My brother have his worst ever result, considered failed, I'm not sure but I sound something like he probably would be kicked out from the University. His temper make the people around him feel down too. It's feels like I been 'forced' to mourn for him. Come on lah, I suppose to be still in a happy mood with my previous result.

He probably will smash the car radio if they play this song.

Karma

Lot of unexpected things happens, good and bad. When I got a great result, and the bad thing came, my grandparents house was destroyed by the flame. The house the full with the memory of my childhood has disappeared, but life goes on. I wondering why there is no help from the local government?

I tried to email some of the picture and the detail of the tragedy to the local newspaper journalist, and I hope they will publish it.

I'm not sad, just not in a mood for Christmas this year.

Holidae Inn - Chingy

Spending most of my day of holiday by sleeping, and watching .avi, sounds bored but so alive for me. Hate to go out, damn hot out there, not good for my sensitive skin, haha mcm pondan. 3 more weeks, I still a lot more to do, thesis and design proposal, haven't touch them yet.

Already got the result for last semester, surprise as hell for the result, still hard for me to believe it. I just want to graduate with 3.5 above pointer, the result just what I need to maintain the CGPA. I think its karma, I help a lot of my friend and it's does make me look like a fool. I give the my assignment as their reference, give them my personal note for revision, it is karma.

3 more weeks, I have to do something that make sense. Maybe T-shirt printing would be nice.

Open your eyes.

"Abre los ojos, open your eyes." Said Sofia Serrano.

I felt uneasy to hear that. The word keep popping-up in my head.

Well, I should fully utilize my hibernation process. Gain a lot of fat as possible, Inspiration, motivation, and strength. I will need that when I'm in battlefield.

I can't wait to finish this whole education thing. I don't like it, it's not my stuff. The only thing that I love is the competition, I'm a minority, I'm the survivor for the competition, the feeling of winning is so.. extacy.

Examination result will be released in two more day, no deanlist mean that I'm lose. I know God love me and He wont let me disappointed. Amen!

Upset.

"Appreciate every opportunities that came, grab it, it yours. " Came from my ex-STPM teacher. The quotes appear as a graffiti in my head.

Sometime I remember, but I always don't. They come and goes. Sometime I used it, but most of the time I don't and I regretted.Human has the right and chances to step into the upper class, but we wont take it because they in a warm and a comfy place. Why move?

The world is just too convenient to stay, human only require to move their ass and work. Brain is only used to make a simple decision such as food menu. We never be able to survive renaissance periods.

We easily feel stupid, everything are stupid, 'Only me is the best, disagree then you stupid too.'.

Just feel little upset, I'm in the last semester and I'm 22, and it seems like I don't have what it takes.

Updates from Uranus.

Every time when I turned on the laptop, the first site that I going to check out is Facebook. It's funny, I don't thing there's a point why I'm doing that, I don't even like to post, I don't even understand why they keep posting, they even post what they eating. But the updates does, make me feel there's still a living things out there. Who care how annoying they was, it's their life.

I'm happy, seems like they all have a great life. They were show high and they even mixed up the upper and lowercase for their status updates. Good for them, I'm feel so below their class.

I'm unsocialized, I refused all their fun stuff because I have mine. Sometime my fun is their hell, and vice versa. Maybe I have to learn to love their 'fun', but hypocrisy does kills, it's like play your friend's favourite song and hear they sing along.

I'm not really clear what I just writing about, and I just finish watching Rise of Evil.

Adolf Hitler like this.

First date with motion graphic.

Malas mau sambung. Render and randomly put a music. My main idea is to make a music video for whole music, but I running out of idea. Pemalas gila. Harap-harap bisuk rajin.

I become the fan of Duduk Diam Di Rumah.

I'm refuse to go anywhere, I already done this thing for two days. Only for 10 seconds of video.

My camera still resting, while my laptop never been shut down.

After Effect is kinda addictive, wish I have a better PC to support this 10 tan software. Motion graphic skills become more precious than photographic skills when DSLR is everywhere.

Two important things needed, laptop and internet. Laptop, of course as a workspace, internet as a image source, and tutorial too. They didn't teach this subject for my course, thank God we have Youtube.Eat After Effect everyday, hoping this software can guarantee my future.

My future, I always think about my future, that makes me too relying on my future.

Another monologue.

Just arrived at my cousin's house at Putrajaya, just like every semester, his house is like temporary stop before my flight, and its the right place to secure my pillow, I never planned to buy pillow for every semester. I may steal bucket, but I will never steal pillow, give me free and still I wont take it, yuck.

I'm still wondering to do for the semester, work or stay at home. Work will be great, but I only have 3 to 4 weeks. Why work after the suffering of the previous semester?

The war is over, get yourself out from you hideout.

It was a great semester. Really. Researching at the morning, mockup making-sketching at the evening, and typing at night. Do it every semester and this one is the toughest so far. I guess.

10000+ typed words i guess. 3 reports for the semester, exclude the thesis, and 'thesis' doesn't sound scary anymore.

How to celebrate? Sleep, sleep will do and it was all I need. Wake up, and utilizing my laptop, and watching all the movies that I've been collected for semester. Sounds boring isn't it? well, at least it's costless.

I just realize a funny fact, my lifestyle didn't lead me to a girlfriend. Haha.

Pengutip Hutang

Saya amat benci meminta semula duit dari orang lain, pendek kata, memungut hutang. Tapi kadangkala kita terpaksa, mungkin sebab kesempintan, mungkin sebab maruah, mungkin sebab tidak mahu mereka terus meminjam.

Terpaksa, itulah alasan saya. Di kolej, secara tidak langsung saya jadi ah-long, saya saya kutip yuran, saya beri mereka tempoh untuk membayar, saya desak mereka.

Saya AJK Bendahari pada peringkat blok, saya juga pemilik broadband yang disewakan kepada roomate lain. Dua peranan ini memaksa saya jadi seorang ahlong yang kejam, yang mendesak setiap kali bersemuka.

Sebagai AJK Bendahari, saya dikehendaki untuk mengetuk setiap pintu di Blok hostel ini. Duit yang diminta bukan sedikit, RM15 untuk satu semester. Banyak bagi saya. Semata-mata untuk program bodoh seperti dinner. Orang yang mencipta dinner akhir tahun ini memang bodoh. Ianya seperti memperkenalkan subjek Add Math di sekolah.

Hal-hal yuran ini memang dibenci di kolej, setiap poster yang berkaitan dengan yuran akan diconteng, dikoyakkan, dan renyukkan, dan kami terpaksa melaminatekan ia dan masukkan ke dalam papan kenyataan berkunci. Kita semua benci bayaran, apatah lagi bayaran semata-mata untuk dinner bertema.

Semester depan adalah semester terakhir saya, tidak perlu lagi memegang apa-apa jawatan. Semoga berjaya kepada pemungut hutang yang baru dilantik, dan jangan cuba meminta yuran dinner bodoh itu dari saya!

Unexplain Dream

I was 'Rocket' in the 'City of God' film in my last night dream. It was friggin' scary to get pointed with the gun of Lil' Z. Didn't get it? But seriously you have to watch the movie. I consider the dream was not a nightmare, cuz the movie kick-ass!

But the weird part of the dream was, Michael Jackson take my hand and ask me to follow him to walk out of the 'City of God'. I don't understand, why Michael Jackson?

Saya paling benci bengkel.

Barang kelengkapan sudah disediakan, semua sudah dimasukkan dibeg siap-siap, skema atau tidak siapa kisah, kekurangan barang pada esok pagi adalah kesakitan.

Pita ukur, kertas pasir, pembaris besi, pensil dan lukisan teknikal adalah peralatan wajib, kekurangan salah satunya akan amat menyakitkan, dan menyebabkan tiada tujuan untuk berada di bengkel.

Pinjam meminjam amat sukar bagi pelajar-pelajar ketika di bengkel, masing-masing akan penyembunyikan peralatan masing-masing, pensil akan disimpan di dalam kocek, bukan di telinga, pita pengukur harus disimpan di dalam beg, bukan di pinggang.

Pembaris, harapan untuk mendapat kembali pembaris amat sukar, tapi at least kurangkan jumlah pembaris hilang.

Bengkel umpama medan perang, tidak ada orang akan mampu bergaya, bila bergaya pasti dicopkan pemalas, macam taik, atau budak fashion.(hanya student jabatan fesyen akan bergaya di mana-mana)

Belia Benci Bengkel.

Become wiser.

Everytime I walk to class, I realized, I haven't change for these 2 and a half year. I still walk when other own a ride. Yeah maybe I do changed a bit, fatter, fatter and a bit wiser...not.

I always want to be wiser. Wise people are cool, their words somehow like bullets, they kill. But what to do, we can't just purchase any 'wise' supplement, become wiser is not optional, it's gifted.

I've heard before, to become wise, you have to 'eat' those stupid things first, experience all of it. Know clearly what stupidity means.

Blame me, I hate reading. I bought a book but only read the 1st 3 chapter and open the final chapter to know the ending.

Sedikit gambar dari henset ku.

OMG! Abang Rosyaammm.... auw.

Fanatik Pakatan Rakyat. Troli dia ni penuh poster PKR, termasuk di jubah sekali.

Hard Disk... Get well soon.

Hari ini memang panas, hingga mampu meletupkan cermin kereta.

Happy Deepavali yo peeps. Adios.

Calories

I'm not on diet, but I try to control my food consuming.

By the way, this site help me a lot. www.cekodok.com.

Senarai #2 Perkara dibenci di bilik asrama.

Ini merupakan lanjutan kepada Senarai #1 Perkara dibenci di bilik asrama.

6. Orang ketuk pintu

Pelan bilik kami berbentuk rumah pangsa, sepatutnya dipanggil rumah. Dalam rumah ada tiga bilik semuanya. Oleh itu, sesiapa yang duduk atau tinggal di bilik paling depan, dialah akan jadi tukang buka pintu. Saya benci bila setiap 2 minit orang akan buka pintu. Padahal semua itu bukan tetamu saya. Memang semua kaum lem*** suka melawat bilik geng diorang kah?

7. Sabun Mandi/Syampoo cepat habis macam cocacola.

Sabun mandi(Shower foam) dan Syampu selalunya saya biarkan dalam bilik mandi, yalah, siapa ada masa untuk angkat benda-benda itu setiap kali pergi mandi? Tapi apa yang paling menensyenkan sekali, rakan-rakan sebilik turut berusaha mengabiskan barangan mandian tersebut. Kadang-kadang cuma bertahan 5 hari. Saya saspek, salah seorang dari roomate saya mempunyai ketagihan yang amat unik, iaitu meminum syampu dan sabun. Mungkin.

8.Berdiri dibelakang secara senyap ketika kita Online atau buat kerja

Memang kurang sopan, barbarian, amat melanggar privasi, menganggu emosi, pencetus paranoia. Selalunya mereka datang, dan baca apa yang kita taip, tidak kira ketika kita Chatting atau buat kerja. Mungkin mereka rasa cool sebab kita gagal mengesan mereka. Itu tidak cool, itu monyet.

9.Mandi Lama Gila

Ini teramatlah bikin panas. Apa yang buat seorang lelaki mengambil masa 30 minit di dalam bilik mandi pada masa-masa kritikal (30 minit sebelum kelas bermula)? Cuci muka? Cabut Kening? berendam dalam bathtub? baca surat khabar time berak? Amatlah tidak logik bagi saya. Ini juga sebab utama saya selalu 'terponteng' kelas, yalah, bangun, tengok bilik mandi masih ada orang, apa lagi, sambung tidurrr.....

10.'Girls' gone wild

Gathering 'golongan-golongan' ini selalunya berlaku pada malam rabu, dan khamis. Tidak, saya tidak benci atau anti mereka ini, mereka baik. Tapi tolonglah hormat rakan sebilik, hilai ketawa berdisebel tinggi, madley lagu Siti Nurhaliza versi garau dan sengau, amatlah mengganggu, dan, kami tidak stim langsung. Serius.

Halo again.

I already keep the old 'notebook'. Why? I wanna puke everytime I clicked the 'Oldest Post' button. That's it. Haha!

P/s: Don't mind the blog title. I always have a problem to choose the right title for my blog.

How to be a 'Tukang-Kipas' for dummies.

1. Duduk di tempat duduk paling depan. Anda akan terus-menerus dianggap pelajar yang berminat untuk belajar. Bersainglah dengan Butt-kisser/tukang kipas lain.

2. Buat-buat muka fokus, serius, seolah-olah mendapat input yang bermanfaat, walaupun ajaran yang disampaikan amatlah di luar silibus.

3. Angguk bila pensyarah memberi kuliah. (ini asas yang amat penting.) Kalau boleh, tongkat dagu anda lakonan yang lebih meyakinkan. Selalunya pengipas-pengipas akan mengangguk serentak dan seirama.

4. Rajin-rajinlah menanya pensyarah pasal tugasan, walaupun soalan itu sangatlah general gila babi semua orang termasuk anda tahu jawapannya.

5. Selalu jawap soalan pensyarah, walaupun soalan-soalan menjengkelkan yang tidak perlu dijawap seperti ini, "Tulis dalam kerrrrr?????" anda jawap "tasssss!!!!". Disini, pengipas-pengipas akan menjawap serentak, anda selalunya akan kenal saingan anda dalam situasi ini.

6.Ketawa bila pensyarah buat lawak bodoh. Tau apa dia lawak bodoh? Sila google.

7.Jika rakan anda gagal menjawap soalan yang ditanyakan oleh pensyarah, bisik-bisiklah, kononnya anda seorang pelajar yang suka membantu rakan sekelas.

8.Ketawa bila pensyarah buat lawak tahap ujibakat rajalawak. (berbeza dengan no.6)

9. Senyum bila pensyarah menceritakan hal peribadi beliau, misalnya "Anak I suke sangat makan KFC, tapi nak jimat, so I gorenglah Ayam pastu masuk dalam kotak KFC, Hehe." Senyum walaupun anda tidak berminat langsung mengambil tahu.

10.Pastikan anda tidak betul-betul mencium penggung pensyarah anda. Walaupun dipelawa. Beliau hanyalah menguji tahap kewarasan anda.

Cilaka, saya benci butt-kisser di kelas.